i've been chewing on a particular verse, and its been amazingly-great! jesus!
...so here it is...
trust in the Lord with ALL your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in ALL your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight.
so God has completely wrecked my understanding of ALL...you see this small word holds such measure, such weight, such responsiblity...and im just gonna say it my ALL is hard...I have so many questions, so many thoughts, so many insecurities, so many doubts, so many things keeping me from really, fully, wholehearterly surrendering the ALL and saying God i trust that you are going to make my path straight. God i trust that you know what is best, and i don't have to fully understand that to move, to wait, to trust, to be who you have called me to be.
so yea, God i thank you for that revelation; that i can breathe with a freedom in knowing as im leaning on you; you are allowing my path to align to what you call straight.